At some point I will write a real entry. Just really distracted by life.I have no other real way to say what I mean because I am still trying to figure it out.
Fighting the need to withdraw from people, drama real and imagined and the need to be around people.
This week after the daughters first day of school all I plan on having time for is finding a job.Sick of not working and having money and being able to do things and to find a a place to live etc, blah, same old shit...ya know..Getting real tired of the same old shit year after year.
Been trying to figure out how sane I have been lately, because I really questioning that right now. Of course that is something that will never change for me...gets boring sometimes...who would of ever thought being insane would be boring yet it is...
My Aunt died this week.She lived a long life and raised good children and grandchildren and was always good to me...luckily Mom was able to go and be with the family during this time...
So i am going now and will someday have something more interesting to say....
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