How is it I can go for years having few friends and doing nothing at all , going nowhere to all of a sudden knowing so many people having so much going on it conflicts and having to juggle schedules?
Kind of fun now that I think about it....
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Oh Where Is My Handbasket...I Have A Ticket To Hell I Have To Use....
I will again now that have a little time home before my next grand adventure(a week long adventure at the Okanogan Family Faire (http://www.okanoganfamilyfaire.net/) helping out my friend Tam and remembering what fun is...
Raven is in school, people that are idiots are still acting like idiots(at least they are consistent)finally seems i have managed to get done the things i need to get done to find a nice full time job so i can have a real life and quit being so insane..good friend has quit taking his meds and so i am back to my old job a few days a week and hoping Bill gets back on them or we find a way to put him back in the hospital...because well look up the name James Chasse and see why i am worried...
Meeting a lot of cool people (why are most of you around Salem and Eugene?) getting to know some people i have always been around but never had the time to get to know..and finally home to try and talk to people that wonder what the hell has happened to me probably....
Oh and damn it in the Pirate world i got promoted again...this is getting out of hand..i am supposed to be the one in the background making fun of people with status and power...luckily i refuse to act the part...of course i may order people around to drink and laugh and have more fun then they are having....and that is an order that i stand behind....
By the way any body have a hand basket i can borrow....?
Raven is in school, people that are idiots are still acting like idiots(at least they are consistent)finally seems i have managed to get done the things i need to get done to find a nice full time job so i can have a real life and quit being so insane..good friend has quit taking his meds and so i am back to my old job a few days a week and hoping Bill gets back on them or we find a way to put him back in the hospital...because well look up the name James Chasse and see why i am worried...
Meeting a lot of cool people (why are most of you around Salem and Eugene?) getting to know some people i have always been around but never had the time to get to know..and finally home to try and talk to people that wonder what the hell has happened to me probably....
Oh and damn it in the Pirate world i got promoted again...this is getting out of hand..i am supposed to be the one in the background making fun of people with status and power...luckily i refuse to act the part...of course i may order people around to drink and laugh and have more fun then they are having....and that is an order that i stand behind....
By the way any body have a hand basket i can borrow....?
Friday, September 3, 2010
Been Awhile....Notes From The Underground...
At some point I will write a real entry. Just really distracted by life.I have no other real way to say what I mean because I am still trying to figure it out.
Fighting the need to withdraw from people, drama real and imagined and the need to be around people.
This week after the daughters first day of school all I plan on having time for is finding a job.Sick of not working and having money and being able to do things and to find a a place to live etc, blah, same old shit...ya know..Getting real tired of the same old shit year after year.
Been trying to figure out how sane I have been lately, because I really questioning that right now. Of course that is something that will never change for me...gets boring sometimes...who would of ever thought being insane would be boring yet it is...
My Aunt died this week.She lived a long life and raised good children and grandchildren and was always good to me...luckily Mom was able to go and be with the family during this time...
So i am going now and will someday have something more interesting to say....
Fighting the need to withdraw from people, drama real and imagined and the need to be around people.
This week after the daughters first day of school all I plan on having time for is finding a job.Sick of not working and having money and being able to do things and to find a a place to live etc, blah, same old shit...ya know..Getting real tired of the same old shit year after year.
Been trying to figure out how sane I have been lately, because I really questioning that right now. Of course that is something that will never change for me...gets boring sometimes...who would of ever thought being insane would be boring yet it is...
My Aunt died this week.She lived a long life and raised good children and grandchildren and was always good to me...luckily Mom was able to go and be with the family during this time...
So i am going now and will someday have something more interesting to say....
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