Sometimes Strange Things Occur.....

And when they do I will make sure to let you know about them....

Been Drifting .....

Been awhile since I have written anything here or have really wanted to. Some of this has to do with I work nights and do not get on my computer that often, some of this is because I have been depressed and irritated with the world around me that I have not wanted to deal with people.This summer I saw a lot of  bickering , self righteousness, snobbery, attitude and other assorted human ills that I stayed away from people and events and places where groups of people congregate. I have not been this disappointed in years. I was also disappointed with myself but that is not something I will be discussing.

Overwhelming loneliness and depression have been happening in conjunction with the observing of people this last year even if  I did try to hang out which I really haven't. Just couldn't bring myself to.

The seclusion is good and bad for me in a way. It is good because it means I am in the midst or reassessing and change of direction, a painful lonely process but hey I have spent most of my time alone so no real big deal.Bad because i lose my ability to just socialize on a surface type level, and have less patience for bullshit or people trying to tell my how fucked I am or being put in the box they designed for me or defining me by moments good or bad  in my life.Oh and all the silly fucking rules people create just to control others...fuck everyone relax and enjoy life...so many fucking rules that involve not respecting other peoples rules. Fuck rules.Harm people as little as possible and don't be a douche bag..there those are all the rules you need.....