On The Subject Of The New Reality Emerging.....

   Obviously I have not posted anything in a long time. A lot of it was at one point depression at another point things kept occurring and decisions were being decided upon and a lot of things just happening. And that my friends is called life.

   So what have I been up to, and what the hell am I doing now, and what the hell will I be doing later?Well a lot seems to describe all three questions.

   I am in a relationship with a woman named LaDonna and am in the process of trying to save money for us to have a place together. It is funny it seems like she has always been with me just in the other room maybe or outside in the yard. It was like I could always hear and see glimpses of her and now she is just in the room more often and I can see and hear her more clear...

   I have a real job for the first time in years, of course I am staying up all night playing with boxes and box knives and running around non stop all night..the usual thing I do when I have a Real Job. It is at Target and it will do for right now.It does not provide enough hours as far as I am concerned and in time I will look for something better..

   Unfortunately I do not get to see my daughter enough but summer is coming so I will see her more. I am not really able to go to Pirate and Jacobite/Celtic Reveler things not help out Tam the Hat so this year it seems I will be mainly working and saving money and next year be able to do things. I miss seeing my friends and missing the wedding of Don and Elizabeth at Sea Dogs also sucks..but sometimes one has to live normal mundane life. Of course the going to events will no longer be the means to escape the hell I was living for so long...so that means they will be more fun for me...

    I await to see what the rest of this year produces. I said it was my year and I meant it.It seems the universe agreed with me for once....ha ha ha